Monthly Archives: May 2007

Vive le Voyeur

Oh yes, Big Brother is back. I love this bullshit you know. Absolutely love it. A fine mix of voyeurism, psychology, cruelty, people watching, sadism and pure bloody minded stupidity. Some kind of microcosm of society. Maybe. Or just food … Continue reading

Posted in BB 8, BB Opening Night, Big Brother, Television | 6 Comments

Who Loves the Sun? – I did, long before anyone else. Maybe

So, I’ve been reacquainted with the ability of the mind to lie. I was sitting around, minding my business. When out of an orange coloured sky (okay, it was a tv tuned to a ‘chill’ radio station) I heard a … Continue reading

Posted in Andy Warhol, Animation, Music, The Sun, Theft, Things that make me Smile | 3 Comments

Low

Great Album, Crap way to feel. That is all. *** Update: Literally two minutes after I posted that a customer (who I chat to occasionally) gave me a bar of nougat spontaneously. I’m not sure why. I had to fight … Continue reading

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In the Bleak Mid- oh….wait a minute

Bloody hangovers. That’s all I want to say. I’m currently drinking much less overall, but having nights on the piss to celebrate things. Last night was like a bag of broken biscuits, tasty and messy and you end up eating … Continue reading

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I’ve Got an Idea – A Kiss to Build a Dream On

I think I might finally have a clue what I’m going to do with my Script Frenzy. An idea I like that I think would be best dealt with in visual form. I’m not going to go into great deal … Continue reading

Posted in Apocalypse, Dreams, How to write, Idea, Ideas, Imagination, Jazz, Kiss, Louis Armstrong, Mild Mania, Script Frenzy, Seed, Thoughts, Writer's Block, Writing | 6 Comments

Ugly Little Goat Monster, Why you looking at me like that?

Sooo. I’ve been planning a post about beauty for a while. Lots of different aspects of it. But then I started feeling Ugly. Real Ugly. I was lying in bed last night, very tired, just trying to experience my body … Continue reading

Posted in Beauty, Beholder, Body, Body Image, Down, Emotional, Feeling Rough, Feminism, Goat Monster, Introspective, life, Looking forward, Objectification, Observations, People, Perception, Personal, Personal Growth, Photogenic, Security, Self Esteem, Self Image, Self Obsession, Self-Hate, Sexy, Ugly | 14 Comments

Of Ghosts and Cats and Pigs and Bats

Seriously…go stream this song now. And make sure you sing along. Just do it. Don’t pretend you can’t work out how it goes…the lyrics are on a piece of paper. The go out and buy some Dan Deacon. The man … Continue reading

Posted in Dan Deacon, Exciting, Fun, Mild Mania, Music, Surrealism | 7 Comments

Typographical Gags and the Patriarchy

Ok, so I’m not going to comment on this…but it’s damn fun. Diesel sweeties a while back. It really is jokes about typography and the restriction of women’s ability to express themselves freely. Here Also misinterpretation of physics: Here. Anyway, … Continue reading

Posted in Comics, Feminism, Physics, Typography | Leave a comment

Depressing Results from Online Quiz – Just What I Needed

Picked this up from HPS…what’s my ‘dating persona’? Oh joy I’m: The Manchild Random Brutal Love Dreamer (RBLD)     Hopeful. Awkward. Soft-headed. Fire intrigues you. You are The Manchild. Okay, Manchildren have some good qualities. They can be unpredictable, … Continue reading

Posted in Abuse, Analysis, Apathetic Fallacy, Broken, Circles, Confusion, Damn Lies, Depressing, Detachment, Diary?, Emotion, Emotional, Emotions, Empathy, Entropy, Everything, Experience, Feeling Rough, Fire, Fucked up, Gah, Humanity, Identity, Incoherent, Insecurities, Insignificance, Insomnia, Introspective, Kipple, life, Lost, Lost Myself, Love, Mania, Me, Memories, Mild Mania, Mood swings, Personal, Personal Growth, Problems, Processes, Ramble, Rant, Reality, Relationships, Screwed up, Self Indulgent, Self Obsession, Self-Hate, Self-Recrimination, Swings and Roundabouts, Thoughts | 19 Comments

Get the Most from Doseone

Seriously, on a word per minute basis there can only one. Check him out over here. There’s a free download of a very very good track there. And then jump on the radio link to hear some similar people. Probably … Continue reading

Posted in Doseone, Hip Hop, Music, Poetry, Writing | Leave a comment

Buggered Sore like a Hobo’s Whore

So, yesterday I was slightly rollercoaster.  Upset, downset, left, right, unset. I cheered up in the evening but only by the time that I was supposed to be sleeping. This means I’ve shot myself in the foot as far as … Continue reading

Posted in Buggery, Confusion, Elysium, Mild Mania, Mood swings, Moodiness, Music, Rollercoaster, Songs, Things that make me Smile | 8 Comments

Mind your Mind – Fragility, Screws and Monkeys

So the infamous Raincoaster draws my attention to ranting journalists from the blessed beeb. Now, I think it’s easy to see that there’s some serious head fucking going on there. That Scientology guy makes ridiculous reactions to every action. If … Continue reading

Posted in BBC, Centre, Journalists, Madness, Meditation, Mind, Mind Control, Monkey Mind, Raincoaster, Scientology, Screwed up, T'ai Chi | 11 Comments

Idea Compost – The Androgyne Spirituality of the Berdache

Edit: Just did some further reading and the preferred term for Berdache is Two Spirit (Berdache is etymologically Spanish in origin and has negative connotations…however, I don’t want to say ‘Spirituality of the Two Spirit’ as it’s repetitive. More information … Continue reading

Posted in Androgynism, Berdache, Culture, Curioisity, Equality, Everything, Fantasy, Femininity, Feminism, Fun, Gah, gender, Gender Identity, Gender Play, Gender Roles, Humps, Ideas, Identity, Individuality, Inequality, Learning, life, Objectification, Open Minded, People, Perception, Personal Growth, Play, Possibility, Ramble, Random, Self-Identity, Sexism, Sexuality, Sexy, Strange, Subversion, Swings and Roundabouts, Third Gender, Transgender, Women, Writing | 4 Comments

When to Get On with It – Involvement and Living

“Perhaps I’m old and tired,” he continued, “but I always think that the chances of finding out what really is going on are so absurdly remote that the only thing to do is to say hang the sense of it … Continue reading

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Uncanny Moments No 3,078,213 – Holy Crap I’m standing up? We’re ALL standing up

So yeah. For a little background, there’s some reading I did at Uni called the ‘Uncanniness of the Everyday’ (Stanley Cavell maybe? NOt great referencing here…I’m using a memory from a time I was probably smoking quite a lot of … Continue reading

Posted in Idiot, Standing, Uncanny, Walking, Weird | 4 Comments