Monthly Archives: November 2007

Definitely Not Gratuitous – Erotica Eroica

Troublesome. That’s what it is. Troublesome. I’ve hit the climax see. Well. Not the climax, but the crux. This is pretty much the emotional core of the novel, which, if I need to remind you, came to me whilst masturbating … Continue reading

Posted in Erotica, Feminism, gender, Ideology, Nanowrimo, Troublesome, Writing | 9 Comments

I want Chocolate

It is hard to reward myself when I can’t turn to my usual staples of booze and other types of booze. See, I hit 20k. Which means I managed 2.5k today. This is good wording, but now I’ve made that … Continue reading

Posted in life, Mind, Motivation, Nanowrimo, Personal, Room | 1 Comment

Breakin’ Down – ‘Im Balance

So, This is brief, but it’s something I want to get out. Basically, I’ve been pushing myself to extremes recently, partly to deal with some family shit that I’ve been treating as an excuse to hedonise my head into the … Continue reading

Posted in Anxiety, Balance, Diary?, Health, Insanity, life, Mind, Personal | 5 Comments

Back after these brief messages

So, I don’t usually plug stuff, obviously. But apparently gametap are offering Psychonauts for free to people who come under it’s license. That means anyone in North America can get one of the greatest and most imaginative games of all … Continue reading

Posted in Creativity, Dreams, Gaming, Narrative, PC Games | Leave a comment

Making the world a weirder place

Trawling the xkcd archives is an inspirational way to waste time when you should be doing a million other things. Made me think. Which I shouldn’t be doing right now. I should be writing, having a bath or going to … Continue reading

Posted in Better, Change, Hope Life, Inspirational, Motivation, Weird, Werid, xkcd | 5 Comments

Everybody’s talking at me (about sex)

So. The world appears to have it in for me today. I’m finding it hard to write, yet a thousand interesting things are being thrust in my direction. You see, even my metaphors are sexing it up. That may be … Continue reading

Posted in Consumerism, Feminism, Gaming, Narrative, Pornography, Sexuality, Society, Video games, Writing | 10 Comments

Only, you see, I am lazy

Only, you see, I am lazy And I don’t give a damn about fame or money. I am like a child who cannot bring himself to smile. What do the people want? Money and things. And yet I find I … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | 2 Comments

Negatory good buddy

Fun day yesterday, party, excitement, banter, skirts, wrestling, pomegranete fights, slightly uncomfortable people not sure how to deal with a guy in a skirt. Party slowly getting much better than expected. Problematics though. No writing. Bad, should’ve written something. Tension/Arguments. … Continue reading

Posted in Down, Failure, hurt, Nanowrimo, Parties, Personal, Relationships | 1 Comment

Post Mod – Errrr, Nitty

So. Writing’s funny. I’m currently finding my post modernist perspective to be dangerous. Once you disentangle from simple ideology everything you write is not yours, and fraught with danger. Sure it may be playful, but it’s getting dark. And I’m … Continue reading

Posted in Nanowrimo, Panic, Plot, Post Modern, Progress, Writing | 3 Comments

‘The’ Problem

So, thanks to someone else keeping note of their random surfing, and ending up at my place. I’m reminded of a ‘classic’ article from the archives. Anyway, I reread my thoughts, and it was weird to tour my head again. … Continue reading

Posted in Analysis, Doubt, life, Madness, Me, Mind, Relationships, Romance | 6 Comments

Busy in a good way for once

Yesterday was a bit manic, involving lots of typing, some laundry, something resembling a date (that managed to be probably the most successful/unsuccessful date I’ve ever been on…for weird complicated reasons that I can’t go into…lots of fun is the … Continue reading

Posted in Busy, Dating, Diary?, Happy, Nanowrimo, Positive, Relationships, Writing | 1 Comment

Not Working

My hangover is trying to kill me, the nano meet last night was a mess but a kind of success, but I may have been too drunk. I then went elsewhere and got more too drunk. Had my first ‘old … Continue reading

Posted in Bits and Bobs, Booze, Conflusion, Day of the Dead, Fear, Love, Memorial, Nanowrimo, Personal | 1 Comment