It is hard to reward myself when I can’t turn to my usual staples of booze and other types of booze.
See, I hit 20k. Which means I managed 2.5k today. This is good wording, but now I’ve made that milestone, and I’m finding it hard to punctuate my day in such a way as to be able to carry on. I’ve tried forbidden food, playing a pooter game (that just made me more frustrated, apparently I’m not on good gaming form), sitting and listening to music whilst looking out the window (I re-arranged my room to help re-arrange my headspace and it is wonderful. I’ve already had twice as many visitors as usual (to my room that is).
And now I can lie on my bed, music at my feet and stare through a tree into the sky. It was lovely, all pink and blue and fluffy.
So that’s good.
In fact, this room is now great. I’ve got twice as much room as before, much more comfort, and I can just sit up out of bed and start typing. Good for writing early in the morning. But there’s still a proper seating option as well. So nice all round. I reckon I could get five good friends watching a film from the bed space and have everyone with comfort. They would have to be good friends.
To be honest, it’s making me want to have a party. One where I retreat to my room about halfway through and wait for the people I really care about to start searching for me. Hide in the covers, put on the good music, and just wait for people to come in and cuddle.
That’s how I like to party.
After a while more people come, people who aren’t part of the group, but appreciate the vibe.
Relax, lie back, have a smoke and listen to the tunes. All my favourite party moments have been in beds. And not in a rude way either. I almost never have the sexy love at parties. Just the lovely love. That’s the best kind really.
I value my friends more than anything, and I am a very rich man on those terms.
In more economic terms, I have two hundred and eleven pennies. And a hundred of those have been lent to me by Smell, who I think is also in a bad mood with me lately. It’s weird. I have been quite demanding and irritating lately, but I have also done quite a lot of the washing up.
Doesn’t really make up for it.
Anyway, the point is that now, I finally have enough money for some chocolate. Fresh air, nice choccy and maybe a spot of toast. Then I’ll be able to get back to work.
Plus Male feminist meeting later. Which I’ve been looking forward to for a while. Don’t know what it’ll be like, but I’m intrigued.
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“It’s weird. I have been quite demanding and irritating lately, but I have also done quite a lot of the washing up.”
haha. best part of that post.
now i want to listen to I want candy…….dun dun dun dundundun