Monthly Archives: December 2007

The Changing of the Calendar

So, the official new year is fast approaching (an hour and twenty minutes for those few people who live on the right (or wrong) side of the international date line) and I’m overwhelmed with underwhelmedness. See, I’ve already thought of … Continue reading

Posted in Insiration, life, Looking Back, Looking forward, Love, New Year, Resolutions | 7 Comments

Awake

I am awake at precisely the wrong time. And I keep on hiding great posts with other posts. Though they may not be that great. I’m literally just bemoaning my sleeping patterns, which today has led to me hungover waking … Continue reading

Posted in Awake, Early, Hungover, Morning, Personal | 1 Comment

Comm You Knitty and May King Adiff Rents

So, talk of Quilts the other day. Additional to yesterday’s Nick Drake fuelled downbeat thoughtfulness. Anyway, the theme, maybe, is people. Groups, support and how we deal with things. After I whinged yesterday, I watched the documentary about Drake, including … Continue reading

Posted in Catharsis, Community, Emotional, Mind, Music, Support | 3 Comments

Melancholy Mood – Don’t read sad things when you’re sad (or do)

So, the festive break back in St Albans was pretty wonderful all round (though I got too drunk on Christmas Eve, and made a dick out of myself, that only partly ruins the feeling because I can’t remember it so … Continue reading

Posted in Depression, life, Mind, Music | Leave a comment

Happy New Year? Maybe

So, not entirely seriously, I’ve decided that today is the first day of the new year. There’s Solstice claims (noted over in Brightfeather’s yard) that the Winter Solstice marks the death of one sun and the birth of another. The … Continue reading

Posted in Cheer, Contented, Joy, Personal, Positive, Solstice | 10 Comments

Music Soothes the Savage Beast (ie Me)

So, Massive festive hangover. Unsurprisingly. Bottle of wine from my manager, several ales, including the infamous Imperial Stout. Arriving home to a load of friends, King of the Hill in the small hours of the morning, and the knowledge that … Continue reading

Posted in Cheerful, Hangover, Joy, Music | 1 Comment

Seriously, check out this bag of stuff

An eventful weekend, full of ups and downs. Apparently I’m now the drummer in the band of a guy called Clayton who lives in London. His girlfriend doesn’t want me in the band though, for the entirely justifiable reason that … Continue reading

Posted in Adventure, Excursion, Fun, London, Music, Outrageous, Weekend | 6 Comments

The Perverse Imp of the Uncanny

Anyway, I was reminded of the Imp of the Perverse, both the concept and the Poe story, by my recent excursion to London. Basically, whenever I’m on a tube platform, I get really nervous, because I can always see myself … Continue reading

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Bizzarity – Physical Emotions

So, something strange happened to me last night at the pub. I was a little drunk, and kinda moody, but that wasn’t the problem, that’s just what happens when I drink whilst tired. I either go nuts hyper, or I … Continue reading

Posted in Bizarre, Emotions, Feminism, Fetish, Media, Politics | 2 Comments

Tired, Mauled and Bruised (Inside) – But I’m still changing

And a little hellbound. Nah, it’s not that bad really, I’ve just spent a lot of the weekend being grouchy and miserable. Does anyone know anything about male hormonal cycles? Because I’m in a massive trough right now and am … Continue reading

Posted in Change, Inspirational, Introverted, Miserable, Personal, Whinging | 8 Comments

AFK – Impulsiveness Kinda

So, It all popped into my head on Monday, and then I made it happen, so I’m popping to London tomorrow night to see Setsubun Bean Unit (I’ll let you know what they’re like) see a friend and then drag … Continue reading

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Learning, Yearning and Burning – Or Summat

Sooo, Long time no see huh? Sorry bout that, been trying to write, except not because I was too busy, then trying to sprint a marathon (of writing, not of running, that’s not something I do. But yeah, the short … Continue reading

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