Archive for May, 2008

Will always miss you

Posted on 25 May 2008. Filed under: Uncategorized |

Woke up streaming with tears. I’d been crying in the dream.
It was a strange dream. A set of squatted underground catacombs with a castle and a narrow boat. I ran to save someone who’d killed themselves, but they were okay. They were still there, in tears. I helped her up and bought her back to [...]

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Nowt as good as a free enema

Posted on 24 May 2008. Filed under: Emo claptrap, Moving, Music, Nonsense, Recommends |

Erm…
I think I’ve ruined this before I’ve started. But this is what happens when I think about something.
I ruin it. (Midas touch in reverse? Fuck 65, don’t you know).
And now I’m distracted.
Anyway, the point is you should go here and listen to this. Free downloads, only three songs, so not a big commitment like that [...]

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Trust in meeeeeeeee, just in meeeeeee

Posted on 22 May 2008. Filed under: Uncategorized |

Erm, I’m certainly a little freaked out by the almost entirely positive take on this particular news item.
I mean, think about it. Aren’t there just a few drawbacks to an easily accessible spray that will make people trust people even after they start doing things wrong.
I mean, come on. I’m all for trust and naivete, [...]

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The Slip – Nine Inch Nails

Posted on 21 May 2008. Filed under: Uncategorized |

Here’s a surprise for everyone, some actual content.
I’m nearing the end of my first full length listen through of this, so it’s probably too early to make any kind of definitive end statement on this, but I’m enjoying it a lot. And it’s free, so you should listen to it. Because free stuff always represents [...]

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Violent Dreams and Hard Times Waking

Posted on 20 May 2008. Filed under: Dream, Personal, Ramble, Thoughts |

I’m run down. Tired and lacking in energy.
Just when things were looking a little bit up at work, and I could’ve done with a break to let that idea settle, I went all festival for the weekend, which was mostly fun, but involved some serious emotional drainage. The sea witch was there and I was [...]

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Gut Wrench

Posted on 7 May 2008. Filed under: Mild Mania, Miserable, Ramble, Thoughts, life |

There is a hole in the pit of my gut. A huge writhing knot of dark matter twisting and turning and hurting.
I actually couldn’t make it in to work today because of a full on stomach cramp.
I’ve been feeling emotions much more physically lately, which has been great when I’ve been happy and bouncy and [...]

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Wrong type of life on the tracks

Posted on 5 May 2008. Filed under: Fiction |

He had planned it in meticulous detail. He’d spent months studying the intricacies of the rail network, the daily rhythms of the crowds to ensure that the most people would remember him. Found the busiest point at the busiest time. Torrents of people pouring through the network of tunnels and rails. He’d found the focal [...]

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DownwardsPieWhirl – Things Falling Apart (again)

Posted on 4 May 2008. Filed under: Uncategorized |

Down. Need to moan.
I don’t like my new job. Totally unsatisfying and I feel trapped away from any opportunity to help and/or interact with people. Salaried alienation.
That and the Sea Witch has left me cast away and land locked. I’m still not entirely sure why. But I do understand in a way. If it’s not [...]

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