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DownwardsPieWhirl - Things Falling Apart (again)

Down. Need to moan.

I don’t like my new job. Totally unsatisfying and I feel trapped away from any opportunity to help and/or interact with people. Salaried alienation.

That and the Sea Witch has left me cast away and land locked. I’m still not entirely sure why. But I do understand in a way. If it’s not there it’s not there, even if everything else is right.

I just wish I knew what ‘it’ was. But you can’t have everything (or anything…at the moment…it seems).

It’s not been a good weekend, though really, good things have happened.

Ambivalence I guess.

Right now I’ve got to focus on not crying at a family barbecue.

Sorry I’ve been so lazy on the blog lately. My mind’s in a million different places and drained of enthusiasm. Hopefully it won’t last.

Now lets go pretend to be happy.

Shit.

Gotta go.

4 May 2008
Categories: Uncategorized . . Author: Alabaster Crippens

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Comment by jonesy on 5 May 2008 12:40 pm
I totally feel you man!!

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