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Category Archives: Diary?
A Theoretical Upper Limit to the Density of Experience
I bear the emotional, physical and mental scars of a densely packed weekend. It feels like I squeezed the usual events of a month into about three-four days, to the point where I’m no longer sure how much time has … Continue reading
Twice cooked
Sorry I haven’t been around for ages, has been a busy life of late. Also, its actually going to continue being busy, and I’ll be in London for up to a week. When I get back I should still be … Continue reading
Posted in Assortment, Biscuits, Bits and Pieces, Bourbon, Diary?, Hangover, Lie Berry, Personal
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Breakin’ Down – ‘Im Balance
So, This is brief, but it’s something I want to get out. Basically, I’ve been pushing myself to extremes recently, partly to deal with some family shit that I’ve been treating as an excuse to hedonise my head into the … Continue reading
Busy in a good way for once
Yesterday was a bit manic, involving lots of typing, some laundry, something resembling a date (that managed to be probably the most successful/unsuccessful date I’ve ever been on…for weird complicated reasons that I can’t go into…lots of fun is the … Continue reading
Jun Key Me
So, it’s probably the longest period of time in…..I can’t remember how long, that I’ve not had any intoxicants in my system. Right now, for over twenty four hours (actually, almost 36) I haven’t drunk any alkiehole, smoked any reefer … Continue reading
On being like a Bus
I’ve been very busy you see, and certain projects are falling by the way side. Script frenzy has stalled, I keep on breaking dates to watch the end of firefly, and this digital cave is getting mossy. I haven’t been … Continue reading
Posted in Diary?, life, Personal, Thoughts
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Depressing Results from Online Quiz – Just What I Needed
Picked this up from HPS…what’s my ‘dating persona’? Oh joy I’m: The Manchild Random Brutal Love Dreamer (RBLD) Hopeful. Awkward. Soft-headed. Fire intrigues you. You are The Manchild. Okay, Manchildren have some good qualities. They can be unpredictable, … Continue reading
Posted in Abuse, Analysis, Apathetic Fallacy, Broken, Circles, Confusion, Damn Lies, Depressing, Detachment, Diary?, Emotion, Emotional, Emotions, Empathy, Entropy, Everything, Experience, Feeling Rough, Fire, Fucked up, Gah, Humanity, Identity, Incoherent, Insecurities, Insignificance, Insomnia, Introspective, Kipple, life, Lost, Lost Myself, Love, Mania, Me, Memories, Mild Mania, Mood swings, Personal, Personal Growth, Problems, Processes, Ramble, Rant, Reality, Relationships, Screwed up, Self Indulgent, Self Obsession, Self-Hate, Self-Recrimination, Swings and Roundabouts, Thoughts
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Lost Mice Elf
So geographically speaking, I love being lost. There’s a mystery and adventure to not knowing quite where you are. I’ve never got scared of being out somewhere I don’t know. I get tired, and sometimes annoyed. But I never get … Continue reading
Posted in Diary?, Freud, Lost, Psychology, Ramble, Self, Thoughts, Uncanny
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Radio Free Ambibath
I’ve just had a rather strange and awakening experience. I’m currently reading The Divine Invasion, more of my ongoing obsession with Dick you see. Anyway, I’m astonished by how much of a rollercoaster ride it’s been already. Normally when I … Continue reading
Insomnia Bites
I’m having lots o’ trouble sleeping. Last night I managed to drift in and out whilst watching Edward Scissorhands, which inevitably just made me really fucking sad. I did get a few hours in the end…but I’ve woken up feeling … Continue reading
Posted in Diary?, Insomnia, Personal, Thoughts
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Knew what I Know
I watched Rushmore while falling asleep last night (or not..in fact I was totally brutalised by insomnia all night and I’m not looking forward to being at work for ten and a half hours, especially not on a beautiful sunny … Continue reading
Thoughts Encrusted
Well, it’s my eyes that feel encrusted to be honest. I clearly haven’t had enough sleep and it’s clearly to early. I’m not expecting to be witty and original any time soon. I’m in fact just trying to waste time … Continue reading
Posted in Busy, Diary?, Mild Mania, Personal, Thoughts
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Sun and Sandals – A Saturday of Free Feet and Decandent Drinking
Oh yes, the socks have finally come off. Premature? Probably…but it means I can return to a state of spiritual bliss. Kind of. But yes…I guess this is kind of a response to Azahar’s not so recent discussion, that definitely … Continue reading
Perchance to Wake? – The Science of Sleep
So, indeed, I did watch the Science of Sleep the night before last. I enjoyed it massively, in fact it was an incredibly personally affective film for me. A little nerve-wracking almost, for all the naive silliness that goes on. … Continue reading
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Real Gig this time – Suggestion Box
So I’m playing the Volks this Saturday. Main room this time as well. This is terrifying. I need to practice…but I also need some ideas. I’m gonna try and play around all day tomorrow (once I finish work) and see … Continue reading
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