Category Archives: Me

Themes and Variations – My Mind, My Image and My Space

The view from my head in my bed where I think Today’s post is gonna be weird. I couldn’t decide what I was going to write. Then I decided to continue a thought process that’s been being explored in an … Continue reading

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Revealing the Beast – But not in a dirty way.

Just got sent this by a friend, who found it on someone else’s facebook page. This was me tending bar (though not at this particular moment, obv) at the Brighton Zine Fair Workshop day, put on by my housemate and … Continue reading

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Narcissism and Filthy, Filthy House music – Hangover

I’ve said it before and I say it again. I love being naked. No clothes I can wear make me feel as good as I do when I’m naked and happy. Ideally listening to raunchy, filthy house music. That beat … Continue reading

Posted in Fuck, Me, Music, Nonsense, Nudity, Random, Useless | 6 Comments

Sleazed to Meat you

Disgusting people in this world. Still feel smypathy for them, it’s hard not to. People end up having grown up with a warped and stunted view of socialisation. I’m not sure how it happens (though I have my suspicions) but … Continue reading

Posted in Change, Feminism, gender, life, Masculinity, Me, Mind, Sexual Violence, Useless | 5 Comments

‘The’ Problem

So, thanks to someone else keeping note of their random surfing, and ending up at my place. I’m reminded of a ‘classic’ article from the archives. Anyway, I reread my thoughts, and it was weird to tour my head again. … Continue reading

Posted in Analysis, Doubt, life, Madness, Me, Mind, Relationships, Romance | 6 Comments

Jun Key Me

So, it’s probably the longest period of time in…..I can’t remember how long, that I’ve not had any intoxicants in my system. Right now, for over twenty four hours (actually, almost 36) I haven’t drunk any alkiehole, smoked any reefer … Continue reading

Posted in Addiction, Diary?, Junkie, Me, Personal, Waster | 3 Comments

Doth the Cloth Maketh the Moth (Man)

Ooooh, so we’re talking about clothes and gender again. How unexpected and out on a limb for you my dear Alabaster. Fuck you. I want to talk about it. (And I’m being a little abstract…and you can put that in … Continue reading

Posted in Abstract, Body, Clothes, Fashion, gender, Genders, Girders, life, Me, Pit of Eternal Stench, Self Image, Strange, Stream, Thoughts | 3 Comments

Izza Real ‘Ardcore – Me and My Music

So, I spend a lot of time trying to drown my sorrows (and joys) in music. Lots of time. I know things about the music I listen to that man (and woman) was never meant to know. Well, not all … Continue reading

Posted in Breakcore, Call to Arms, DJ, DJing, Electronica, Elegaic, Emotion, Emotional, Events, Me, Mixing, Muscial, Music, Personal, Things that make me Smile, Thoughts, Transcendent, Uncategorized | 13 Comments

Depressing Results from Online Quiz – Just What I Needed

Picked this up from HPS…what’s my ‘dating persona’? Oh joy I’m: The Manchild Random Brutal Love Dreamer (RBLD)     Hopeful. Awkward. Soft-headed. Fire intrigues you. You are The Manchild. Okay, Manchildren have some good qualities. They can be unpredictable, … Continue reading

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Photo Jenny and the Eye of the Beholder

So, among other things I’ve been reading a bit more news than usual. Particularly the Guardian because it’s what I read generally, if only because I’d happily pay the cover price for getting to read whose Birthday it is (and … Continue reading

Posted in Beauty, Everything, Haircuts, Me, Memories, News, Perception, Philosophy, Photogenic, Photography, Racism | 8 Comments

Perchance to Wake? – The Science of Sleep

So, indeed, I did watch the Science of Sleep the night before last. I enjoyed it massively, in fact it was an incredibly personally affective film for me. A little nerve-wracking almost, for all the naive silliness that goes on. … Continue reading

Posted in Blurs, Boundaries, Creativity, Critique, Curioisity, Diary?, Dreams, Elegaic, Emotional, Emotions, Everything, Experience, Fantasy, Fear, Film, Fucked up, Gah, Heart, Honest, How to think, Identity, Imagination, Incoherent, Learning, life, Madness, Mania, Me, Memories, Mental, Michel Gondry, Mild Mania, Mind, Observations, Personal, Ramble, Reality, Schizophrenia, Security, Self, Silliness, Strange, Stupid, Swings and Roundabouts, The Science of Sleep, Things that make me Smile, Thoughts, Tired, Weird, Weirdness, Werid, Wonderful | 4 Comments

I am from

So, this has been doing the rounds. Archie said he wanted to see what other men would do with it. I’m not necessarily typical but I kinda want to oblige. Update: Justin did one. I like it. Different, more in … Continue reading

Posted in Abnormality, Experience, Heart, Honest, I am from, life, Me, Mild Mania, Mind, Mood swings, Motivation, Personal, Ramble, Reality, Thoughts, Uncategorized, Weird, Werid, Writing | 8 Comments