Category Archives: Self

Gendered Fucking – GenderFuck

More sex and sexuality for the boys and girls and, particularly, the in betweens or outsiders. Spent this morning flicking through a book on Genderqueer identity this morning. Particularly a chapter on definitions of transgender and how they fit into … Continue reading

Posted in Culture, gender, Identity, Rant, Self, Sexuality | 1 Comment

Ceci n’est pas un moi – Representaion and Identity

So, I’ve been reading Scott McCloud’s ludicrously excellent Understanding Comics. If you have any interest in creating any kind of artwork, or anything creative at all(surely that’s just creating anything), then you should read this book, possibly twice. After only … Continue reading

Posted in Comics, Identity, Literature, Mind, Representation, Self, Writing | 5 Comments

Big Up Yo’Self

So I’m applying for a new post at my Lie Berry work. Three months of better pay and more hours. It’ll mean I’ll probably end up leaving the internet cafe, at least for that period, and then when the three … Continue reading

Posted in Big Head, Business, Self, Self Esteem, Self Improvement, Thoughts, Work | 5 Comments

Lost Mice Elf

So geographically speaking, I love being lost. There’s a mystery and adventure to not knowing quite where you are. I’ve never got scared of being out somewhere I don’t know. I get tired, and sometimes annoyed. But I never get … Continue reading

Posted in Diary?, Freud, Lost, Psychology, Ramble, Self, Thoughts, Uncanny | 3 Comments

The Right Responsibilities – Open your Mind and Change the World

So, People have been talking a lot about freedom of speech and rights and hate and all this stuff. It gets me thinking. You see, there’s always been that old thing about rights and responsibilities. You only get one if … Continue reading

Posted in Blogging, Change, Confused, Culture, Feminism, Free Speech, Mild Mania, Mind, Open, Politics, Ramble, Revolution, Rights, Self, World | 6 Comments

Crushed beneath the Think Tanks

Phantomias has decided to goad me. I’ve already turned my nose up at this, and now he decides to nominate me. He’s asking for trouble…and I’m slightly intoxicated when I shouldn’t be. Trouble is a foot. Well….my feet are trouble … Continue reading

Posted in City, Mild Mania, Music, Self, Silly, Stream, Thinking, Thoughts, Torrent | Leave a comment

Five Questions

We’re back in the meme business temporarily. I found this one the Bit’s blog and was intrigued. The particularly fun one about this is that its different questions. It depends upon what someone else wans to know about you. Feel … Continue reading

Posted in Books, Ethics, Five Questions, Meme, Music, Personal, Questions, Religion, Self, Vegan, Writing | 51 Comments

Perchance to Wake? – The Science of Sleep

So, indeed, I did watch the Science of Sleep the night before last. I enjoyed it massively, in fact it was an incredibly personally affective film for me. A little nerve-wracking almost, for all the naive silliness that goes on. … Continue reading

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Conflusion

So, it’s miles off from the full moon and everything’s gone a little weird. I think I’m having fun. In principle at least. I keep on not thinking about what I’m saying and just splurging random sentences based on things … Continue reading

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Intellectual Detachment – Emotions (are) for Idiots

So, in my previous article on The Squid and the Whale, I commented on the fact that intellectualising stuff can make emotional experiences more troublesome, stressful, painful and more difficult to react to. I think I actually succeeded in entirely … Continue reading

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