Sexduality

So, I’ve written about this before, kinda.
Anyway, I’m writing, because I’ve got something to write about, and it’s not misery-centric, and it mightbe interesting, and my stats have plummeted, and I’ve stopped paying attention. This gives me motivation to do something, and it really was an interesting conversation. Broad generalisations ahoy, apologies if it’s all [...]

S’late

It is.
Shouldn’t be writing but the urge is grabbing me. I think I’m just trying to put off making the bed. It’s a task I hate, despite the rewards. Clean sheets, cosy wrap, and that neatness of building a nest and fitting into it right. Made for you (Beach Boys).
Still enjoying the new Why? (Alopecia) [...]

Violent Dreams and Hard Times Waking

I’m run down. Tired and lacking in energy.
Just when things were looking a little bit up at work, and I could’ve done with a break to let that idea settle, I went all festival for the weekend, which was mostly fun, but involved some serious emotional drainage. The sea witch was there and I was [...]

Gut Wrench

There is a hole in the pit of my gut. A huge writhing knot of dark matter twisting and turning and hurting.
I actually couldn’t make it in to work today because of a full on stomach cramp.
I’ve been feeling emotions much more physically lately, which has been great when I’ve been happy and bouncy and [...]

On a Knife Edge - Finding a Path

So, I was reading this a while back, but haven’t had time on a computer to relate my thoughts, so I may be a little fuzzy, but that seems appropriate (and usual) so no problems there. Rupert continues unabated.
Anyway, basically, somebody, whilst talking about the fuzzy uncertain edges of physics, said that classical mechanics (Think [...]

Time Has Told Me

Time has told me
You’re a rare rare find
A troubled cure
For a troubled mind.And time has told me
Not to ask for more
Someday our ocean
Will find its shore.
So I`ll leave the ways that are making me be
What I really don’t want to be
Leave the ways that are making me love
What I really don’t want to love.
Time [...]

Big Up Yo’Self

So I’m applying for a new post at my Lie Berry work. Three months of better pay and more hours. It’ll mean I’ll probably end up leaving the internet cafe, at least for that period, and then when the three months is up either coming back (if there’s hours available) or finding new work. It [...]

Getting to Know Who

So, let’s say I like a girl.
What do I do?
I have trouble with this stage of things. I’m damn good at chatting, ‘flirting’ and generally socialising, but I find it hard to show that I am genuinely interested, or know what to do. I have this problem with the actual..you know…dating part.
All the Yank RomComs [...]

Slowing Down

What does one do when the time starts to drag?
Let me explain.
I am very tired. I have been for a while, and I haven’t really been throwing myself into anything I’ve been doing. We’re in a lull. A rut if you will.
But not the good kind. (Apologies for that one, I couldn’t resist).
It’s the move [...]

Doth the Cloth Maketh the Moth (Man)

Ooooh, so we’re talking about clothes and gender again. How unexpected and out on a limb for you my dear Alabaster.
Fuck you. I want to talk about it. (And I’m being a little abstract…and you can put that in your pipe for all I care.)
Anyway, an article I don’t want to link to because of [...]

Gimme Some Sass - Gender Funk

So, be warned, this may not be my most forward thinking post, but I’ve been thinking about the contradictions inherent in myself recently, and thought writing about them, whilst posting some relevant videos might be something I could do on a Sunday. Apologies if I offend.
Anyway, here’s my confession. I absolutely adore sassy, sexually [...]

On being like a Bus

I’ve been very busy you see, and certain projects are falling by the way side. Script frenzy has stalled, I keep on breaking dates to watch the end of firefly, and this digital cave is getting mossy.
I haven’t been writing, but I have been reading (being about ten years behind the fashionable literati, I’m currently [...]

In, Ex Plicker, Ball

I don’t really get me.
Right now I have every reason to be miserable, lack of sleep, long day at work (in media res) to be followed by another, desks to move and people to get over (lots of trouble, can’t talk about it…bugger), and a lovely sunny day outside that I get to take no [...]

Izza Real ‘Ardcore - Me and My Music

So, I spend a lot of time trying to drown my sorrows (and joys) in music. Lots of time.
I know things about the music I listen to that man (and woman) was never meant to know. Well, not all the music, but I spend a lot of time reading and looking things up.
I don’t just [...]

Air Brained

I went for a brief bit of an adventure yesterday. Well, strictly speaking it was just a picnic in a park in town I’ve never been to before.
It was absolutely beautiful and the most relaxing and centring thing I’ve done for a long time. Lovely food (steamed butternut squash and asparagus, caramelised onion humous,  bread, [...]